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pulchritudinous
rachell / 20 / mdl / ♏

i only have like 2 friends and i don’t even talk to them that much anymore i suck at keeping people i care about close to me

why am i still awake? the musical

i secretly hope that the reason that leonardo dicaprio hasn’t won an oscar yet is because at the next oscars they’re actually going to honor him and just GIVE HIM ALL THE OSCARS BECAUSE HE’S A BRILLIANT ACTOR AND JUST DESRVES A FUCKING OSCAR GOGDAAMNIT GIVE THAT MAN AN OSCAR FOR FUCKS SAKE

so today at work i got called a psychotic crazy retarded freak who needs to take her meds. how lovely and mature right? and to think that i thought that this coworker was mature enough that she wouldn’t stoop down that low to call me out on my problems. how sad. i feel bad for her, to be that horrible of a person. it’s going to affect her badly when she gets older.

there are 7 year old boys with bigger boobs than me

the only thing sadder than losing rl friends is losing online friends

i swear my stomach is like an annoying pet that won’t stfu even after you feed it like seriously stop making noises

i gain weight yet my boobs don’t get bigger wtf body get your shit together

i have this problem where i like to buy stuff for myself and for people idk i just lOVE BUYING AND SPENDING MY MONEY it’s like idk it feels good like yeah i fucking earned that money YEAH IM BUYING YOU STUFF WITH IT YEAH YEA H YEAH but it doesn’t feel good when i spend it all and i’m broke again #truelife:i’mabrokecollegekid

it just sucks making someone really important in your life when you’re not even on their list

omg phoebe’s little brother is marrying kitty forman WHAT

im just going to watch friends and sleep afterwards blerp bye

i just want to fast forward 5 years from now just to see if my life is going in the direction that i hope for

no matter how much weight i lose

no matter how pretty my make up looks

no matter how cute my clothes are

i’m always dissatisfied with myself, always. and i’m scared that i’m never going to be happy in my own skin.

i feel bad for the girl with pink hair in that spring breakers movie lol she’s going to be like the most ignored character of all time